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Time:08:07 pm
Neww journal

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Please add me!!!

Thanking yew.
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Time:11:36 am
Current Mood:[mood icon] sad
For once I think I'm actually speechless.

Time for a fresh start methinks.

Pffft
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Current Music:Jamelia
Subject:You better stop...before... you tear me apart
Time:07:41 pm
Current Mood:[mood icon] energetic
Woah second update in like 3 days or something.

I was in a totally bitchy mood today and I kinda took it out on Ashley (sorry :() It was just one of those 'I'm gonna snap at you for no reason' days. Anyway had lunch time club thingy with my 2 neddy first years attending again! It's shocking, they're nice kids though.

Went to the Catty at the weekend with Scott, Suzy and Nicola N. It was actually really good. Nicola was drunk so she went about talking 2 random people. She was a bit annoying at first but that's cos we were all sober I spose. Nehoo Scott pulled 3 guys! The first one was like 14!!! The second had a tongue piercing but he thot it was a wart and he's 'smitten' with the third guy. He even believes in fate now. I think this belief is catching.

I passed a French test!!! Lol yey, at last. You can't kick my ass now :p

Mark Beattie got a better mark than me in psychology but it was his resit and I do have a social life so fair dos. Really have 2 stop being so competitive!

Got a talk on stress management today. I figured out I work well under stress, kewl.

Nehoo, Lisa's party on saturday :D Can't wait!
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Current Music:NERD - Maybeee......
Subject:Life is but a joke and the laugh's on... me.
Time:04:10 am
Current Mood:[mood icon] disappointed
I miss going into town. Jebus I even miss the Clyde and the coldness and the annoying people and the wee idiots in Central and the drunkeness and just everything.

Wow. Never thought I'd be saying that.
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Current Music:Natasha Bedingfield
Subject:Oh The Irony
Time:07:15 pm
Current Mood:[mood icon] sleepy
Do you ever get the feeling that fate is just controlling evrything? There's too much irony... in French Scott was asked 'Do you fancy a fag?' Even the teacher couldn't stop laughing for ages. Today Sherryl gets an offer from uni then finds out she might b getting booted out of psychology, that's just mean. Then you get the other ones which are just well deserved.

Anyhoooo... Isla's party was last week. Hmm, eventful might be one word for it! Alistair supplied me with drink all night (bless), Scott hut my head with a door when he was angry and we all ate pizza in a hidden room. Other things too... like a certain party host pulling (& more) another girl who had a boyfriend. Not to mention the boyfriend pulling gay Alistair.

Scott told the whole psychology class about isla's sexploits on Wednesday and surprise surprise she's stayed off since. Planning an evil death for Scott no doubt - if you need any help just say!

No plans for this weekend :o( Pure shyte. I really wanna go outttt!!! Damn these boring people. Lol, sorrreeee. Blame it on drink withdrawl and a lack of bitchiness for yearrrrs. So tired.

Au revoir
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Time:04:57 pm
Current Mood:[mood icon] excited
Unconditional from Glasgow Uni.

Nae bother.
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Subject:End Of The Line...???
Time:11:56 am
Current Mood:[mood icon] confused
Tis saturday yey! Or not.

This mornin I woke up and heard pigeon noises and I thought I was dreaming or hearing things as I do but no I went to the window and 2 pigeons were just sittin there! So I banged the window and they got scared and flew away :o) I hate pigeons.

I saw a frozen dead squirrel yesterday too, these animals are haunting mey.

Had th Children In Need thing at skool yesterday. The teachers did The Gneration Game. They had to copy Max and Alayna dancing like Michael Jackson. Was funny. I was surprised that PE won cause most of the girls (and boy - Scott) were voting for Mr Aldis, the 'sexy' new teacher.

The wee first years were bein funny yesterday. They had 2 pick what house and car they wanted but oneof them chose so much... sports car, 2 houses, yacht etc, that he was gonna have 2 b a millionaire 2 afford it. Quite like the wee people, they're good fun cause they don't have anything to worry about really.

Got Isla's party next week, can't wait. if Scott gets too drunk we're gonna lock him outside. I'm planning not to notice his drunkeness though, I want to get drunk. As in wrecked, steemin, paraletic.

Tonight I think I'm goin to Lisa's? Not sure cos I haven't been txted back :o( I'll call sum1 later. Gonna go into town for a wee while first.

For some reason yesterday wen I was walkin up the hill on the way 2 school I thought I saw Hezzy standin there waiting. It's really strange cause she obviously hasn't been there for months now. It just made me think how much things have changed for everyone. I know I said that it doesn't matter but it does, it's shit and I hate it. Life's a bitch. And then you become one.
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Current Music:The Killerssss
Subject:All these things that I've done
Time:07:29 pm
Current Mood:[mood icon] insecure
I passed a chemistry test! Sorry, so shocked at that, tis amazing.

Anyhooo, random updatedness cos I'm trying to avoid studying :)

Went to the cinema to see The Grudge avec Nic and Lisa on Saturday nite. Was a good film, kinda. The whole sound effects were starnge but was jumpy and my arm is sore to prove it :( Kinda spoiled it tho cause I was feeling a bit, strange? I dunno.

Apparently Julie-Ann has left school, heard all about it from Wee Jenny. It makes you think really, how things could've been. I feel sorry for her, she's 17 and she's messed up already. Doesn't give her much hope.

Scott was in another mood at school today. it's like fine one minute, mega angry huffy and depressed the next. Then when you ask what was wrong he says he don't go in a mood. I'm sorry but it's attention seeking. If you read this sorry but I'm only being honest. If there's a problem you try to tell someone and not just go off on one.

Anyway, not much left to say. Going shopping on saturday although what's really needed is an old-fashioned booze up, just like the way we used to do it. Aye randomness and drunkeness, if only.
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Current Music:Foo Fighters
Subject:I take back every word that I said
Time:12:08 pm
Current Mood:[mood icon] happy

Weeeeel, went to Isla's Halloween party last night. It was so much fun! Ashley and I dressed up as hula girls thingys lol, it was a last minute thing. We just shoved on the flowery thing round our necks and a grass skirt kinda thing. It was kewl though. Scott ended upwrecked out of his head after drinking vodka and fruit punch so Isla and Ashley and I thought it would be fun to hit him with a fish (as you do) but it was frozen and Scott kinda walked into it so he ended up lying on the floor with his head bleeding. Can't wait to find out what he told his mum!

Anyway me and Ashley went and got drink off of Alistair, we did quite well. We had the vodka, red square and vodka alcopops thingys, peach schnapps, malibu and cider. I also locked myself in the bathroom by accident, it took me like 5 minutes to get out with a drunken Lindsay telling me what way to turn the door handle. Anyway I think I sent a drunken e-mail, I can't remember if I typed the right addy so if you get it, sorry for the drunkeness, although I think I said that already :s

Got the taxi home at about 1 leaving Scott with Chad. He was still pretty wrecked so hopefully he got home ok.

Buh bye x

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Current Music:Keane
Subject:I never thought you cared...
Time:08:04 pm
Current Mood:[mood icon] uncomfortable
Hmm Bored again. Not muchs to say. Had a good weekend in Edinburgh. It's a kinda kewl place, I could get used to it.

Got to hand in the ucas forms tomorrow :( My personal statement is shitty but I don't care, they prob won't even look at it.

My dad help up the motorway for 30 mins yesterday cause him and his workmate crashed the van cause of some shite driver. They're alright, just whiplash. I don't know why they let some cunts on the roads.

Anyway psychology to learn and all that...

Bye.
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Current Music:Willy Mason - Oxygen
Time:07:44 pm
Current Mood:[mood icon] chipper
I've only been drunk once in these holidays and even then I wasn't 'steemin.'
Something must be done!

Anyway, went out last night with Hez and Linzi. We went to Soundhaus cos Armed Candy were there. They weren't too bad actually although some of the bands were a bit... bad. Was kinda good to see Hez and Linzi again. Strange but still.

Last saturday was JoJo's party. Was quite good. Don't remember all that much cause it was days ago but I wasn't too drunk. There was popcorn fights and a big mix of drinks which I didn't dare taste. Then I ended up talkin to Stacy for a while and went outside and had to steal Nicola's jacket cos I got too cold but I still got the cold. Ended up stayin at Nicola's and being very tired! Comfy sofa thing btw!

Been shopping as well but that's about it. I've been so tired and this holiday has gone so fast. Nae fair :o(

School halloween thing next week, wish I wasn't going. No money and it prob won't b that fun and I have no ideas for a costume! ideas? Please?

I'm off. Au revoir.
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Current Music:Franz Ferdinand
Time:06:15 pm
Current Mood:[mood icon] exhausted
My Dad didn't even notice that I didn't come home last night! Lol... so loved!
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Current Music:Snow Patrol - somewhere a clock is ticking
Time:11:37 am
This morning I went into Glasgow to try and get Green Day tickets. They sold out at 9:45. The person who got the last tickets was 2 spaces in front of me. Is that not just my fucking luck? Gutted.

So I'm gonna get druuuunk this evening. Ha that'll cheer me up, along with some retail therapy :)
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Time:05:39 pm
Current Mood:[mood icon] happy
Bored so here I am :)

Went tinto town on saturday. It was quite good. We went to see Resident Evil and I kinda got it even tho I never saw the first one lol. The wee neds who felt they had to shout at everything really annoyed me though. Cunts. Anyway we went and sat about drinking for a wee while, gettin paranoid everytime a ned went by so no more St enochs for us. It's getting to cold for it now anyway. Saw Nesbitt in central with sum weird girlw who looked at us funny. Hmpf.

Had school yesterday and has to walk home with Jenny and Sherryl. i didn't mind much cause they just talked to each other mostly. Although for some reason they want to persuade me to learn to drive cause it's a kewl thing to do. It's my life and if I wanna learn to drive, I will but I don't so why can't they just fuck off!? Also they started talkin about getting married (I know, weirdos). they seem to have it planned that they'll be married at 27 or something. It didn't even occur to them that by that time they might not be ready, might not want to or they might not have a partner. For some reason that annoyed me. It's like their lives have to be planned. What's wrong with just taking each day as it comes?

Today my Chem teacher was off so I left school at 10:30, home by 11 :) Wacky Jackie's gonna give us an essay tomorrow cause we need to start learning our work so I've spent half the day learning psychology models. This sixth year thing is getting annoying. I'm getting pissed of by everyone in the year apart from like 4 or 5 people. It's really not good getting to know people so well.

Green Day are playing in February. So was my hint hint taken?
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Subject:Strike!
Time:07:40 pm
Current Mood:[mood icon] bouncy
Back from bowling just now. It was so much fun. me, Isla and Lindsay ere put in a team and called 'The Moshers.' Lawson seemed to think he was cool by calling us that... old people and new words, really. Anyway we had to play a S5 team and them Mr Darroch, Mrs Seargant and Mr Blair *shudders* I got 2 strikes (!) in the firs game and then I got shit while everyone else improved lol. When we got a strike we ran up and hugged each other and danced about like idiots (it's a have to be there thing) and Hooton and Lawson were just staring at us, lol was funny.

Avril tomorrow!!!! Yayness! It's gonna be soooo good. :D
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Current Music:Random crap
Time:08:34 pm
Current Mood:[mood icon] nervous
Decided if we get teamed with shit teachers (I'll find out tomorrow) in the bowling then I'll just let Sherryl have my place... good friend :o) If they're alright I'll go and make a fool of myself and be embarassed at having the lowest score in history. Like they say though - I can't be good at everything ;o) I'll just cry.

Started applying to UCAS today lol tis not fun. Apparently we need to find out about careers so we're not applying for something completely useless... hmm I'll think about a career in a few years maybe, when my drink addiction is gone. Scott's more of an alky than me, I was training him up today. it was kinda funny cause everyone knew that when I was talking about it I wasn't making it up, it was from experience!
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Current Music:Travis
Time:12:03 pm
Current Mood:[mood icon] exhausted
I am so tired again. Think I must have a sleep problem. I'm gonna sleep for this whole week then I'll miss a whole load of crap including organising the first years, going bowling (I really don't wanna go), two tests and Ashley's birthday thing. Fuck knows how I'll get to Lochwinnoch.

The only good thing will be Avril, it will be fun, I'm determined.

I'm gonna go do some more homework :*( and then watch the O.C and sleep forever and ever and ever.. well until Thursday night.
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Current Music:Jimmy Eat World
Subject:Sometimes I Fall
Time:06:48 pm
Current Mood:[mood icon] pissed off
Hmm. I'm in one of those moods. You know the one where you just can't describe it. It's just like shite cos u can't think of anything fun.

Anyway meant to be goin bowling - S6 vs Teachers - next week but I can't be arsed. I didn't realise it was the day before Avril and 2 days before Ash's birthday and then there's the weekend... plus I'm shite at bowling. Isla and Lindsay if you read this please don't hit me. I just don't know, it's probably just cause I'm in a weird mood but pffft, things are just annoying me.

Got a letter from Strathclyde today who want me to go visit them, naw, definitely not goin there. I have no reason to, tis shitty. I already have plans :)

Today me and Sherryl ended up having a conversation with our ex history teacher about diets. There's something not right about that one.

School's annoying me right now. It's not the work, I quite like chemistry for once it's just... stuff. I dunno how to describe it, it's just so annoying. It's just the people and stuff they say, not all the people cause there are a few who are good friends but others who I wish would just go live in a far away country and go get chased by gorillas for a year. Lol that sounds so stupid and no one probably knows what I'm on about. I just can't be arsed with it all anymore. Some people in that year are so two faced and bitchy and selfish and arrogant and grrrr!!!! I know I'm not perfect but it's just so bloody irritating.

I need a drink already and it's only Tuesday :*(
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Current Music:Biffy Clyro
Time:06:05 pm
Current Mood:[mood icon] tired
I Am So Tired.

I should never have gone to sleep, that's why I'm so tired now. Now I get why Nicola does all-nighters.

Zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
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Current Music:Razorlight - Vice
Subject:Fuck The Irish
Time:12:37 pm
Current Mood:[mood icon] good
Well thought I'd update about last night lol.

I went into Glasgow and met Lisa then Nic came in like 2 hours later! Met Suzy and Nesbitt who were drinkin too, Suzy was tipsy at like 6 o'clock so tis no surprise she ended up steeemin by the end of the night. Anyway Jojo came in and we went and sat about. Sum irish guy and his friend came along. The Irish guy was nice at first then he went on about how we're losers for sittin out like that then he grabbed Joanne's juice and threw it! And broke her nail... and that's painful! Half the juice went over me lol but never mind.

Anyway we just had good fun chattin and we established that we were all luverrs lol. Was really good. Went back to Central and in the toilets this woman was like soundin ill so the police came down. the woman next 2 me at the sink told me 2 watch her stuff cos she was hiding her can under it lol. Anyway met Suzy again who was wasted. She ended up falling on me, I had to half carry her to the train and sit her up straight as she slurred her msn addy at Nicola. She then had a guy sitting next to her and she put her head on his lap.. hmm.

Anyway went to Spateston and had a laugh with Nicola, Joanne, Lisa, Stacy n Davey and Kierah when she came along. But then some neds started their shite and it turned kinda bad.

Ain't much more to say really, going shopping tomorrow and then it's back to school for the rest of the week. It sucks.
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